Shaunette_ofthe_Dead
Posts: 4215
Joined: 7/2/2006 From: Cardiff
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My sympathies, Shifty!! I, too, have spent a goodly long time on the ole Rock 'n' Roll so I know how it feels! I am pissed off because, 1. I don't have a real job. I'm trying to save up to move to Manchester, so I don't want to get a full-time job down here in Wales, but because I never seem to get long-term temp placements it's nearly impossible to save up, which means my moving keeps getting more and more delayed. 2. The temp jobs I do get are soul-destroyingly dull, which adds to my frustration. But worst of all, 3. What made it bearable was that I guy I've been friends with for awhile & I had started looking at each other differently recently, which was fun and new and interesting. I mentioned that we'd started fancying each other to him, moves were made, fun was had, then he announces he "doesn't do relationships" because I would, apprently, become "needy" and take up too much of his time and money, what the fuck I pay my own way, by the by, and when I point this out and that I like to still have my own space in a relationship, so would want him to have his, this is apprently me being wrong because I'm a girl so I'd definately want a big white wedding and everything -- which is where I feel like SCREAMING because who the HELL mentioned marriage, I was taking about going out and seeing how we go along, and if it didn't work out, well, I'd be moving up North in a few months anyway. And he says he'd be okay having a relationship in a few years, but it would never happen with me because he doesn't want a relationship right now, which basically amounts to I'm not good enough to be his girlfriend. Good enough to shag, was good enough to be friends with for TEN FUCKING YEARS, but the second a potential relationship is on the cards the best I'm offered is that we can be fuck-buddies until something better comes along. Gee, thanks.  
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